GestationApril 18, 2007...... at 10:59 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a comment
I feel the nascent stirring of an earlier me returning. Slowly emerging from the routines within which I busy myself. Sometimes laughter comes upon me unexpectedly as it used to do and the world smiles with me for awhile. I think we call this happiness though many know this not. Tomorrow I date for the first time since becoming the man I have become and I was wondering what would I say of my journey. First I realised there is no reason for God to exist and then that laughter is often the cure. I accepted that love is the reason and humanity the cause. I experienced the humilty of fatherhood; the dispair of divorce. The world changed in my embrace, becoming nothing more than my relationships and nothing less than the thoughts I reflect into it. I seek better relationships and kinder thoughts.